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TheBacheloralum broke her silence in a new interview.

And now its just all taken away.

I felt terrible just was having a rough few hours, I guess, she said.

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The place shed selected was a disappointment, Rachael continued, and she briefly teared up at dinner.

Later on, Matt asked why she was so upset.

She chalked it up to minor irritation with each other after traveling together for three weeks straight.

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However, a can of worms opened during an argument at the hotel.

Rachael said Matt took issue with her not taking accountability in disagreements.

Ultimately, he said he wasnt sure if he ever saw himself proposing to Rachael.

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He said that maybe one day he would get there.

But he doesnt feel ready now, Rachael recalled.

And I told him, well, I feel like after four years, you should know.

Or you should feel ready.

And if you dont, then thats not a good thing.

We probably shouldnt be together if you dont feel like that after four years.

She also weighed in on whether a reconciliation might be possible.

source: www.bustle.com