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Her best friend Roberta helped talk her out of it.
It came in the form of a golf ball-sized abscess on her face.
I developed an abscess on my cheek, Goltzer said.

Youre going on that plane, Goltzer recalled her saying.
Youre going to get to go.
You are not going to look like a monster.

I was able to go, she said.
So there was, like, somebody, a higher power that was way above Roberta or me.
So everything happens for a reason.

I was going to give up and I am definitely not giving up anymore.
And thats exactly what Zaktzer wanted for her.
source: www.bustle.com